Where I’m At & Where I’m Going – Quick Update

Hey wonderful people! I’m not even sure where to begin right now because I haven’t posted in almost 2 years. It’s like not calling or texting someone for two years and then you just show up and try to pick up where you left off… It doesn’t really work out that way. But hopefully as time goes on I can make up for the missing details and info. For now, I want to bring you up to speed on where I’m at physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally, and basically in all aspects of life.

I want to be clear that I didn’t stop posting because I gave up on or was questioning my faith. I didn’t stop posting because of any criticism from others. I didn’t stop for any other reason, than that I was busy and I needed to focus more on myself and my relationship with God before I could focus on others. I’m still in love with Jesus and honestly I’m more in love with him now than I’ve ever been. It’s been one heck of a journey and God’s brought me through it all. I still love you all and I’m excited to get this blogging train moving again!

Currently, I am a second semester junior at Moody Bible Institute in Chicago, IL. I’m pursuing my BA in Pre-Counseling & Human Services and I will be graduating December 2018 if all goes well. This desire and pursuit began while I was serving in Austria and God really worked on me and revealed some of the gifts I possess; so I began to pursue the growth of these gifts. I applied only to one school in faith, knowing that if I got accepted, I would go. If not, then I would have moved to Austria and pursued the growth from there. That’s the REALLY LONG story short for you all, but as time goes on, I’m sure I’ll include memories or bits from the last two years that I’m skipping over now.

Life is moving so fast and I’m realizing the beauty of life more and more with each new passing day; I’m realizing the beauty of God and the wonderful ways he connects us all together and makes this wonderful wheel that we call life, turn so smoothly (despite all the potholes). I’m excited to get back into blogging and to share my thoughts and ideas, to answer any questions that people might have, and simply to inspire others while also being inspired by them.

People are beautiful because God is beautiful and he made us in his image. This is why my goal in life is to do what Jesus commanded us to in Luke 10:27 – to love God with all my heart, soul, and strength, and my neighbor as myself. I love you all and I’m super excited for this next season and what God will bring and do through even this little blog! God bless you all and I hope your day is blessed!

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Bearing Fruit

Again, before I begin writing, I would like to apologize for my absence again. I haven’t posted in just over a month. I was extremely busy with preparing to leave Austria for a home visit, and now since the end of October until this Tuesday morning, I’ll be in America. I had a blessed time in Chicago (my home town) for two and a half weeks and now I’ve been in Portland for a week and a half. Now I’m just getting ready to go back to my ministries in Austria and get settled back in my home away from home.

Today I want to share with you all an idea that’s been on my heart for a while now because I know it’s been the Holy Ghost’s conviction upon my life. In recent weeks, I’ve been hearing a gentle whisper asking me “Jason, what fruit do you bear?”. Other times I heard “Do you practice what you preach?”. And over and over I heard a similar question in my mind that led me to understand first of all, this IS the Holy Spirit speaking conviction upon me, and secondly I really need to be more aware of my actions, thoughts, words, and surroundings. I really need to step it up, in other words I really need to bear fruit that I speak about.

I don’t want to write to much for the sake of those who don’t like reading a lot. But I do want to say that as Christians we really must check ourselves daily. As I said earlier, the reason this has been on my heart is that I have been hearing the gentle whisper of the Spirit of God in my life. This voice, this hearing that I speak of, is one that we all must hear as Christians. If we can’t hear it, there is something wrong with out lifestyle, with our hearts, and ultimately we are separated from our Father because of nothing else other than sin.

Jesus said in John 15:5:

“5. I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing.”

We must understand that without Him, we don’t bear fruit, we can’t bear fruit. and in Matthew 3:8 and 3:10, John the Baptist tells us this:

“8. Therefore bear fruits worthy of repentance,”
“10. And even now the ax is laid to the root of the trees. Therefore every tree which does not bear fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire.”

These powerful truths need to be enough for us as Christians to realize where we are in the wrong and that we must pick ourselves back up from the ground and continue to move forward with our Father and Friend. Don’t let the guilt-trip of Satan hold you back. Don’t let your own condemnation keep you down. Remember that condemnation is from Satan but conviction comes from the Holy Spirit.

If we do not bear fruit, we will be cut off from the root. We will be thrown into an eternal fire. It doesn’t matter that you bear a title of a missionary or a pastor, it doesn’t matter if you bear a kind heart, it doesn’t matter if all you do your whole life is donate to charity, no, it’s about much more than that. It’s about bearing the fruit of the Spirit! Galatians 5:22-23 says:

“22. But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Against such things there is no law.”

We aren’t perfect, but we must strive for perfection always. thats what the Word of God says in Philippians 3:12. I pray that God uses the words that He has put on my heart for today to bless you all and that they are used for His glory. May God continue to draw us nearer to him. I am glad that I have a hope in Him. May peace and love be with you all. Thank you for reading todays post.

 

Victory Over Sin

I want to share something about sin that God put on my heart a couple days ago. Too many times I hear about how someone I know is tormented because sin is ruling over them. I hear that they have depression, are withdrawing from their social life, have no peace, no joy, and so on. Too many times in my own life I thought that I had no control over what I did. I though I could never overcome my struggle with cigarettes, or alcohol, or porn, or cursing, or lying, and so on. I thought I was bound to these sins until someone else, greater than me prayed over me and freed me. Boy was I wrong.

I came across some powerful stuff in Romans the other day. I mean, I always heard that as Christians, we have the power to overcome sin through Jesus Christ, but I never read it for myself, to understand it for myself, to absorb it for myself, and to study it by myself. Then I read Romans chapter 6. In this passage, several times, we are reminded that we can overcome the power of sin because of Jesus Christ. Because We have chosen to follow Christ and be his children, we now also have the same power to overcome as he has! He frees us from our bondage! We don’t have to be stuck in it! Read these powerful truths:

“… Since we have died to sin, how can we continue to live in it? Or have you forgotten that when we were joined with Christ Jesus in baptism, we joined him in his death? For we died and were buried with Christ by baptism. And just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glorious power of the Father, now we also may live new lives.”

“6 We know that our old sinful selves were crucified with Christ so that sin might lose its power in our lives. We are no longer slaves to sin. For when we died with Christ we were set free from the power of sin.”

“10 When he died, he died once to break the power of sin. But now that he lives, he lives for the glory of God. 11 So you also should consider yourselves to be dead to the power of sin and alive to God through Christ Jesus.”

“12 Do not let sin control the way you live; do not give in to sinful desires. 13 Do not let any part of your body become an instrument of evil to serve sin. Instead, give yourselves completely to God, for you were dead, but now you have new life. So use your whole body as an instrument to do what is right for the glory of God. 14 Sin is no longer your master, for you no longer live under the requirements of the law. Instead, you live under the freedom of God’s grace.”

Now I don’t know what you understand from here, but it’s pretty clear to me. When we were in the world, when we were slaves to sin, when we had our fleshly desires as our master, we had no power over sin. But once we decided to follow Christ, once we decided to let Him lead our lives, that power was broken. (Another reason why water baptism is so important and significant, but I won’t go into this now)

WE HAVE POWER OVER SIN! Now its up to us. It’s up to us to choose the victory or to choose the loss over it. When that tempting sin creeps up in your life, are you going to give in? Are you going to fall again? Are you going to tell yourself this is the last time for the millionth time already? Are you going to stop tomorrow that isn’t guaranteed? Or are you going to finally say “Enough is enough, I will NOT give you control over me. I will not allow you to further separate me from the Lord, and I WILL NOT hurt my God who loves me so much that He sent his only son to die for me.” It’s up to you at this point.

If you are someone who doesn’t know Jesus Christ personally, please feel free to email me at jasondumitru@yahoo.com. If don’t know this power over sin, or what freedom from this bondage is, please email me. I’d love the opportunity to share what God’s done in my life, and what He has done and can do for you!

God bless you all and thanks for reading today’s post. Be encouraged.

The Return

It’s been a while since I posted, obviously. My last post was over a year and a half ago. And being that I am from Chicago, I had to call this post ‘The Return’ like Derrick Rose’s 🙂

Anyways, recently a friend of mine started using his social media in a way that glorifies God and I remembered that writing posts on WordPress used to be my way! So special thanks to Bryan Ciupei. Love you brother. Thank you for your encouraging lifestyle.

Well, a LOT has happened in the last year and a half. God has worked in my life in such amazing ways that I still cannot comprehend what reason He has for blessing me in such ways. Since last August, I went to a non-credited missionary school called “God Will Provide Missionary School” (GWPMS), went on a short mission trip to Mexico, then almost 3 months in Kenya, and now I have been in Austria for almost 5 months!

Well, I’m sure you want to know what happened? The end of July, 2014, I fell away really hard. Throughout all of 2014, God was trying to grab a hold of me and bring me into His will and I was too busy trying to plan my own path. Long story short, God spoke to me many times about seeking His will for my life, but unfortunately I was too busy being selfish. Now coming back to the end of July when I fell hard – I was so dissatisfied with where I was in life, I was so sick of my routine, i was so tired of being average, I was so upset with all of my broken relationships with people and all of my “big problems” (or so I thought they were), that I gave up on God. I was ready to quit on church and all I grew up with and was founded in. (Fast forwarding through many details) I ended up at a prayer night that I didn’t want to be at, but God knew He wanted me there, so that’s where I was. He spoke to my heart in such a clear way that only a personal encounter for yourself could help you understand.

That night, I understood clearly what I must do if I wanted to see the God whom I was ready to give up on, work in my life. I had to die to myself and follow Jesus in the way He wad convicting me to. “Drop everything and serve me.” That’s what I understood that I have to do. That night, I dropped my classes for the next semester of college which I was already signed up for, I went to my work and quit, and I started raising money for my next semester at God Will Provide Missionary School! (So much information has been left out for the sake of keeping this article a little bit more bearable)

Then I got to GWPMS August 24, 2014. I didn’t have any expectations other than getting to know who this Jesus Christ is that I’ve heard of my whole life. And so I did. In the next 4 months, I got to see and understand more and more that Jesus Christ is the solution to every whole and missing piece in our hearts. I got to experience supernatural movements of the Holy Spirit in my life and those around myself. I went to Matamoros, Mexico to evangelize and spread the message of the Good News about Christ. I met some of the most amazing people in my life, who by the way, are still my closest friends even though we’re thousands of miles apart, and I dont plan to change that!

In these 4 months I was selected to go to Kenya for a long term mission trip. So January 17, of this 2015 year, I served in Kenya for almost 3 months. I got to help out with the final construction of the orphanage that I got the privilege of building with an amazing group of brothers exactly a year previous to this. I got to volunteer at a local hospital, at a local orphanage, teaching the orphans english, math, science, social studies, and Bible class. Got to preach on Sundays at either of 2 of our local churches there. And many other things!

After a couple months, I saw God was leading me out of Kenya to serve in Austria. (The way I even got here is a testomony in and of itself!)

So now I’ve been in Austria for almost 5 months. Here I’ve been serving most of my time at a Life Change Center for men who have drug, alcohol, or any sort of addictions that are ruining their lives. When I’m not involved with the center, I am involved with preparing food for a homeless mission, discipling young teens in the Vienna area, preparing for Bible studies, preparing sermons for when I preach at our services, and among these, many other more miscellaneous ways of serving.

I know this post is a lot longer than what I usually post, but I have to update you all on the major things of my life and how Christ saved me and brought me from confusion, chaos, hopelessness, and constant decline in life, to confidence, joy, faithfulness, and all the things only God has to offer!

If you took the time to read this post, I thank you and I ask that you pray for my team here in Austria, our rehab center, and that God continues to give me strength in all I am doing for His namesake! I will be posting more often, so be prepared and ready for upcoming encouraging posts!

God bless you all and if you want to get in touch with me, you can reach me through Facebook – Jason Dumitru, Instagram – jason_dumitru , Voxer – Jason Dumitru , or my email – jasondumitru@yahoo.com

Just a Quick Thought

For such a long time I was afraid to post up again because I didn’t want to post anything without being “good” in my own eyes. I wanted to be the perfect human and Christian before I posted again. But i realized this a long time ago, and I’m realizing this again right now: that we are all imperfect and none of us deserve anything. But there are people out there that can use us even as imperfect as we may be. They might be weaker than us and we may not even realize, how much they need us. To ourselves we may be so weak and useless, but to that person, you might be stronger than a ton of bricks. (sorry I didn’t have a better analogy haha) But anyways. We should not stop ourselves from doing the work of Christ. That if anything, is the least Christ-like thing to do. We must continue on strong and not look behind us.

I personally still cant full grasp how or why God has such amazing grace towards us, but I can say that no matter how lowly you may see yourself, God doesn’t see that which you see. He sees Jesus Christ and His sacrifice for you, for me, and for each ad every one of us “lowly humans”

It’s funny because last year I started this blog not knowing in which direction I was headed in with it. Not knowing what would turn out from it. All I wanted to do was make time and post everyday. I almost cant believe it, but I did so successfully for a very long period of time; maybe about 4 or 5 months (which by the way for me to do something that long is an achievement). I just wanted to help people out. Hoping that if just one person read my blog they would get something out of it and that I myself could grow closer to Christ as I did so. 

This blog was a blessing and encouragement for many including my very self. Im thankful for the time I spent investing in it, and I pray I can continue to do so now as well as in the future.

I ask you though, please, please, give me feedback. Message me, email me, do something, I just want more interaction with you who read my blog. I don’t want to feel like I am just talking to a computer screen. So if I can ask you to please communicate with me, I hope it isn’t too much and I hope it doesn’t send out the wrong idea.

Thank you so much for the support you do give me, all those of you that do, and I pray that God may continue to bless us all and help us be fruitful and praise His holy name in all we do.

A Little Something For Now

I know I’ve been off this for too long. I almost forgot how to write. Anyhow, I just wanted to say a little something:

First, God is so good. In this long period of time I haven’t posted, I went through a bunch of small ups and ginormous downs. Reason being, my eyes weren’t focused on Christ the whole time. However God is good. He reminded me about a month ago what my purpose is here on this planet. I had a strange feeling in my heart to go to church this one thursday, so i did. From the moment I walked into the sanctuary, it took but 10 seconds for the brother to come and speak what the Lord wanted to tell me, that my life in the community I have been born and raised in isn’t meaningless and that there is a leader waiting to be born in me. I need to allow God to work in and around me and to wash me of my ridiculous old/current self. He needs to increase and i must decrease. Please take Him seriously. Fear Christ the right way. Not in a shivering, hiding under the bed kind of way. Rather in a way that you would fear your very own father at one time in your life if you showed up 2 hours late home. In a respectful way.

Second, we need revival. Revival is so crucial to us and to our generation. Especially now that we are surrounded by the worst of the worst from the world, especially now that for us men to live is lust, sex, and drugs, especially for you women that to live is beauty, or should i say unrealistic goals of beauty, materializing your body’s, and degrading yourself. We need to ask Christ to intervene in our lives and to make us new in Him. We need to have the Holy Spirit reign in our lives and control us fully. And when i say control, I mean drive, motivate, and guide us. I mean that we need to be constantly fighting on our knees, constantly asking the Lord to perfect our ways of living through circumstances and dealing with struggles and temptations. We need to be more seeking of Him in order for Him to come to us and be in us and for us. We CANNOT expect something to happen out of nothing; after all, that’s why the big bang theory is discredited. SOMETHING CANNOT COME OUT OF NOTHING. A revival WILL NOT sweep us if we don’t dive in wholly and fully. 

We need to give God everything! Not a little bit of us and a little bit of facebook. Not a little bit of us and a little bit of Big Sean. Not a little bit of us and a little bit of a dirty mouth. Look I know I’m not perfect, but each day i acknowledge that and ask God to start me fresh so that I can do His work. I dont know when i will get a chance to post again. I dont know how often i will be posting, all i know now, is that it’s time for a revival and you’re either in or out. You’re either a follower of Christ and a leader for Him, or you’re a cheerleader/spectator who does nothing and will go nowhere in life. Please take this life seriously. Why is it that people have to die for us to realize how short life is? Why is it that someone has to leave our midst in order for us to realize that not only are they missing, but that God is too? 

Let’s live new lives. Let’s be holy. That’s all God wants from us. Sincere holiness. From that everything else comes.

Remember these passages:

Ecclesiastes 3:20 “All go to one place: all are from dust, and return to dust.”

Ecclesiastes 3:14 “I know that whatever God does, It shall be forever. Nothing can be added to it. And nothing can be taken from it. God does it, that men should fear before Him.

God bless you all and Godspeed. ❤ 🙂

Humbleness: Knowing You’re In The Wrong

Hey y’all! I just wanted to let you know what’s been on my heart. So recently I’ve had a bunch of ups and downs with someone that I hold dearly to my heart. I have always wanted to be close to her and be friends with her so that we could help build each other up. At times I would try to get close to her and I’d feel her distance, other times she may have tried to be nicer and get closer to me and I might have been bogus to her. With all of this back and forth that I was pushing on her, she really built up walls towards me. I kept on trying to break these walls down by talking and being friendly and showing her that I care. But unfortunately, she had already categorized me with the rest of the people around her and I was in a place I really didn’t want to be in.

I really care about her because I know that she’s hurting and struggling in certain ways and I feel bad that I’ve pushed her away. I know that she really wants genuine friends and people she can trust, but it’s hard for her to be able to do that when all the people she trusts end up hurting her.

I didn’t want to be one of those people that hurt her anymore. So I took a step back and asked God for wisdom and help. Sure enough I prayed and fasted for her and the Lord revealed to me something that I had no idea was so crucial. Forgiveness from her. God showed me that I need to humble myself and truly let her know that I’ve seen my wrongs and mistakes and that I really care about her friendship. That I really want her best interest and that I will not do anything to hurt her.

Now I await the opportunity to arise so that I may be able to pull her aside and let her know the truth (the thing we all dread telling the most) and just letting her know what God placed on my heart about being wrong and pushing her away. 

What does this have to do with you? Well, we all have relationships with people that are more or less than developed and we’d like them to be better. However, we cannot move forward in a relationship with someone unless all the barriers are down. And yes, it’s true that you cannot break down all the barriers and the person needs to meet you half way, but you have to take that first step.

Humbleness is something that we as Christians need to have. If you read Philippians 2:3-4 it says:

“Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking into your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others.”

With this passage in mind, we need to see and realize that what we want, is less important than what the other person wants; if we are true Christians and believers in Christ that is. Humility. We need to be humble and put aside what we want from that person or relationship, and realize what they need and how God can work in the relationship to bring that person up from the lower place they find themselves in.

We are all supposed to be uplifting and beneficial to each other. How can we be that if all we want is to make that person ours, if we want to just tend to our desires? We can’t. Let’s ask God to help us lay down our desires so that we can be the men and women God calls us to be in each and every aspect of our lives, especially our friendships and relationships with others!

Thanks for reading. Have blessed day!