Against All Odds

Today I read something so encouraging that I had to share it with you all! I was reading from the book of Acts and I just read about how Apostal Paul just pleaded his case before Agrippa in and now had been on his way to Rome to plead his case before Caeser in chapter 26. In chapter 28, he was on his way as a prisoner on a ship and many difficulties arose. Storms arose and many feared death, but Paul told them that an angel of God came told him to not be afraid because he had to stand before Caeser and that God has granted everyone on bord with Paul safety! Later on in the chapter, we come across the following verses:

“The soldiers wanted to kill the prisoners to make sure they didn’t swim ashore and escape. But the commanding officer wanted to spare Paul, so he didn’t let them carry out their plan. Then he ordered all who could swim to jump overboard first and make for land.”‭‭Acts of the Apostles‬ ‭27:42-43‬ ‭NLT‬‬

This is where I get to the encouraging part! So Paul was on board as a prisoner. Being that he was a prisoner in chains, meant that the Roman soldiers were not on his side. Technically they were opposed to him.

Many times in life, as Christians, we find ourselves in situations where we feel like there is no help. We feel like all the odds are against us or that theres no way we can escape this problem or circumstance. Even if we are in a situation facing death, as Paul was, we have a hope! 

The soldiers wanted to kill all the prisoners so that they would not escape if the ship was wrecked. According to man, Paul and the other prisoners should have been killed. But God turned the situation around in Pauls favor! An angel of God spoke to him and told him that he would live and he was going to stand before Caeser. 

God fulfilled what He spoke through the angel, by softening the commanding officers heart towards Paul. He had something in his heart for Paul and did not want this plan to come to fulfillment, so he stopped it and Apostal Paul and the rest were spared and lived!

We need to have this confidence, that nothing can stop us or prevent us from fulfilling God’s plan in our life! Even if the situations we face seem impossible to overcome, if we stand up against only people that are opposed to us, if the odds are stacked against us, we need to not fear! God has a plan, and only when that plan comes to fulfillment will we be taken home. Until then we have nothing to fear! 

I believe God put this on my heart and revealed it to me in this was because in times like we have today, too many people are scared to do anything for God or step out of their comfort zone. They’re scared of making mistakes, people hating them, not doing what people like, sometimes even for fear of death. But this passage really helps us to understand, that if we are living for God, no matter what we face, God can and will come through for us to make the impossible possible, the big to be small, the complex to be simple, and even the enemy to become our friend.

Do not fear! Take heart and be bold in the Lord! If He is calling you, answer to your calling and He will lead and make the way for you!

Thank you for taking the time to read todays post. I pray it encourages you and may it help you grow! 🙂 God bless you all! ✌🏼️➕❤️

The Return

It’s been a while since I posted, obviously. My last post was over a year and a half ago. And being that I am from Chicago, I had to call this post ‘The Return’ like Derrick Rose’s 🙂

Anyways, recently a friend of mine started using his social media in a way that glorifies God and I remembered that writing posts on WordPress used to be my way! So special thanks to Bryan Ciupei. Love you brother. Thank you for your encouraging lifestyle.

Well, a LOT has happened in the last year and a half. God has worked in my life in such amazing ways that I still cannot comprehend what reason He has for blessing me in such ways. Since last August, I went to a non-credited missionary school called “God Will Provide Missionary School” (GWPMS), went on a short mission trip to Mexico, then almost 3 months in Kenya, and now I have been in Austria for almost 5 months!

Well, I’m sure you want to know what happened? The end of July, 2014, I fell away really hard. Throughout all of 2014, God was trying to grab a hold of me and bring me into His will and I was too busy trying to plan my own path. Long story short, God spoke to me many times about seeking His will for my life, but unfortunately I was too busy being selfish. Now coming back to the end of July when I fell hard – I was so dissatisfied with where I was in life, I was so sick of my routine, i was so tired of being average, I was so upset with all of my broken relationships with people and all of my “big problems” (or so I thought they were), that I gave up on God. I was ready to quit on church and all I grew up with and was founded in. (Fast forwarding through many details) I ended up at a prayer night that I didn’t want to be at, but God knew He wanted me there, so that’s where I was. He spoke to my heart in such a clear way that only a personal encounter for yourself could help you understand.

That night, I understood clearly what I must do if I wanted to see the God whom I was ready to give up on, work in my life. I had to die to myself and follow Jesus in the way He wad convicting me to. “Drop everything and serve me.” That’s what I understood that I have to do. That night, I dropped my classes for the next semester of college which I was already signed up for, I went to my work and quit, and I started raising money for my next semester at God Will Provide Missionary School! (So much information has been left out for the sake of keeping this article a little bit more bearable)

Then I got to GWPMS August 24, 2014. I didn’t have any expectations other than getting to know who this Jesus Christ is that I’ve heard of my whole life. And so I did. In the next 4 months, I got to see and understand more and more that Jesus Christ is the solution to every whole and missing piece in our hearts. I got to experience supernatural movements of the Holy Spirit in my life and those around myself. I went to Matamoros, Mexico to evangelize and spread the message of the Good News about Christ. I met some of the most amazing people in my life, who by the way, are still my closest friends even though we’re thousands of miles apart, and I dont plan to change that!

In these 4 months I was selected to go to Kenya for a long term mission trip. So January 17, of this 2015 year, I served in Kenya for almost 3 months. I got to help out with the final construction of the orphanage that I got the privilege of building with an amazing group of brothers exactly a year previous to this. I got to volunteer at a local hospital, at a local orphanage, teaching the orphans english, math, science, social studies, and Bible class. Got to preach on Sundays at either of 2 of our local churches there. And many other things!

After a couple months, I saw God was leading me out of Kenya to serve in Austria. (The way I even got here is a testomony in and of itself!)

So now I’ve been in Austria for almost 5 months. Here I’ve been serving most of my time at a Life Change Center for men who have drug, alcohol, or any sort of addictions that are ruining their lives. When I’m not involved with the center, I am involved with preparing food for a homeless mission, discipling young teens in the Vienna area, preparing for Bible studies, preparing sermons for when I preach at our services, and among these, many other more miscellaneous ways of serving.

I know this post is a lot longer than what I usually post, but I have to update you all on the major things of my life and how Christ saved me and brought me from confusion, chaos, hopelessness, and constant decline in life, to confidence, joy, faithfulness, and all the things only God has to offer!

If you took the time to read this post, I thank you and I ask that you pray for my team here in Austria, our rehab center, and that God continues to give me strength in all I am doing for His namesake! I will be posting more often, so be prepared and ready for upcoming encouraging posts!

God bless you all and if you want to get in touch with me, you can reach me through Facebook – Jason Dumitru, Instagram – jason_dumitru , Voxer – Jason Dumitru , or my email – jasondumitru@yahoo.com

Something Different

I  usually post on wordpress when I’m at a great point in life and when nothing is bothering me. Well today I am at one of my lowest points that I’ve been in a while. I decided to share with you guys what’s on my heart and bothering me today. I am always in an argument with one of my brothers, always verbally abusing each other back and forth. I’m always arguing with my dad and always butting heads with him. I don’t know why, but the hardest place for me to be a Christian is in my own home. It’s so hard to tame my tongue when my brothers or dad bother me. It’s so hard to refrain from fighting with my brothers when they do something to tick me off. I really don’t know why but it is. I guess devil will work in the places where you probably find yourself the most, in my case at home. I do my best just to fall harder the next time around. It’s really something, God’s grace. It really is. That He could love someone that’s always messing up and bringing Him shame. That whatever we do, is covered by the death of His own Son….Thats phenomenal.

I am really down right now, but I need to do this. I would rather blog while at my lowest, than go smoke a pack of cigarettes, or drink some liquor, or smoke some weed because I’m upset at my brothers.

Going back to Philippians 1:27, I memorized this verse so that I could refer to it when i would be brought down and my character would become opposite of Christs. Today I ignored this verse and went crazy. Details aren’t important, however it is important that I share this: We need to act like Christ. I feel like a hypocrite saying that at the same time as knowing how I acted earlier today. I say this with confidence however, because the Word of God says that no man is without sin and if someone claims to be without sin, he is a liar. So in other words I am not afraid to share my short comings because you are not better than me and I no better than you. We are all in the same race, we are just moving at different speeds.

Let’s do our best to remember this verse. Philippians 1:27 ” Above all, you must act as citizens of heaven, conducting yourselves in a manner worthy of the Good news of Christ.” Be blessed and thanks for sharing your time with me.

Todays Devotional – Christ Character

After I came back from WIU, I think my biggest struggle was acting like Christ, being a Christian in all aspects of my life, not just at my church services and youth services. I struggle with being peaceful in my household. I struggle with anger towards anyone that bothers me. I struggle with pride towards my father. I have a hard time being humble towards my brothers. I struggle with many other things that if you looked at me, you wouldn’t have the slightest clue if I was Christian or if I was just a lost soul.

This has made me desire Christ even more recently, to desire Him with a spirit that’s unashamed to seek His help for my imperfections and to ask Him to use me to help anyone with the same issues.

I thought that if I went back to college, I could get away from my problems and stress that I accumulate in my home with my parents and siblings. But i realized going away isn’t going to help solve the problem. Rather it’s only going to postpone it for a later time. 

Today I read from Philippians and Christ gave me peace and strength once again as I decided to study this book again. As I read chapter 1, I got to verse 11 which says

“May you always be filled with the fruit of your salvation – the righteous character produced in your life by Jesus Christ – for this will bring much glory and praise to God.” Philippians 1:11

In this verse alone, God opened my eyes, mind, and spirit, to just be more reverent on this idea and this message and theme of righteous character. This is the thing we need in our life more than anything as followers of Christ; a CHRIST-LIKE character!

Later on in the passage we come to verse 27 which says in the beginning of it

“Above all, you must live as citizens of heaven, conducting yourselves in a manner worthy of the Good news about Christ.” Philippians 1:27a

Just in this part alone we are reminded once again of the character we must have and obtain. I do believe repetition is a strong emphasis in the Bible whenever an important theme, message, word, or idea was to be delivered, repetition was the tool in which that sense of importance was delivered by. Here in this chapter 1 alone we see this message and theme of having righteous character appear twice.

Lets ask the Lord to reveal to us in which ways we are faulting and messing up and ask Him to help us realize these mistakes and change them. Let’s ask Christ to mold us as He wishes for His divine plan because we are never truly done growing in Him.

Thank you for reading my message today, and I hope Christ works in you as He is in me. Praise His holy name. Peace and Love!

Just a Quick Thought

For such a long time I was afraid to post up again because I didn’t want to post anything without being “good” in my own eyes. I wanted to be the perfect human and Christian before I posted again. But i realized this a long time ago, and I’m realizing this again right now: that we are all imperfect and none of us deserve anything. But there are people out there that can use us even as imperfect as we may be. They might be weaker than us and we may not even realize, how much they need us. To ourselves we may be so weak and useless, but to that person, you might be stronger than a ton of bricks. (sorry I didn’t have a better analogy haha) But anyways. We should not stop ourselves from doing the work of Christ. That if anything, is the least Christ-like thing to do. We must continue on strong and not look behind us.

I personally still cant full grasp how or why God has such amazing grace towards us, but I can say that no matter how lowly you may see yourself, God doesn’t see that which you see. He sees Jesus Christ and His sacrifice for you, for me, and for each ad every one of us “lowly humans”

It’s funny because last year I started this blog not knowing in which direction I was headed in with it. Not knowing what would turn out from it. All I wanted to do was make time and post everyday. I almost cant believe it, but I did so successfully for a very long period of time; maybe about 4 or 5 months (which by the way for me to do something that long is an achievement). I just wanted to help people out. Hoping that if just one person read my blog they would get something out of it and that I myself could grow closer to Christ as I did so. 

This blog was a blessing and encouragement for many including my very self. Im thankful for the time I spent investing in it, and I pray I can continue to do so now as well as in the future.

I ask you though, please, please, give me feedback. Message me, email me, do something, I just want more interaction with you who read my blog. I don’t want to feel like I am just talking to a computer screen. So if I can ask you to please communicate with me, I hope it isn’t too much and I hope it doesn’t send out the wrong idea.

Thank you so much for the support you do give me, all those of you that do, and I pray that God may continue to bless us all and help us be fruitful and praise His holy name in all we do.

A Little Something For Now

I know I’ve been off this for too long. I almost forgot how to write. Anyhow, I just wanted to say a little something:

First, God is so good. In this long period of time I haven’t posted, I went through a bunch of small ups and ginormous downs. Reason being, my eyes weren’t focused on Christ the whole time. However God is good. He reminded me about a month ago what my purpose is here on this planet. I had a strange feeling in my heart to go to church this one thursday, so i did. From the moment I walked into the sanctuary, it took but 10 seconds for the brother to come and speak what the Lord wanted to tell me, that my life in the community I have been born and raised in isn’t meaningless and that there is a leader waiting to be born in me. I need to allow God to work in and around me and to wash me of my ridiculous old/current self. He needs to increase and i must decrease. Please take Him seriously. Fear Christ the right way. Not in a shivering, hiding under the bed kind of way. Rather in a way that you would fear your very own father at one time in your life if you showed up 2 hours late home. In a respectful way.

Second, we need revival. Revival is so crucial to us and to our generation. Especially now that we are surrounded by the worst of the worst from the world, especially now that for us men to live is lust, sex, and drugs, especially for you women that to live is beauty, or should i say unrealistic goals of beauty, materializing your body’s, and degrading yourself. We need to ask Christ to intervene in our lives and to make us new in Him. We need to have the Holy Spirit reign in our lives and control us fully. And when i say control, I mean drive, motivate, and guide us. I mean that we need to be constantly fighting on our knees, constantly asking the Lord to perfect our ways of living through circumstances and dealing with struggles and temptations. We need to be more seeking of Him in order for Him to come to us and be in us and for us. We CANNOT expect something to happen out of nothing; after all, that’s why the big bang theory is discredited. SOMETHING CANNOT COME OUT OF NOTHING. A revival WILL NOT sweep us if we don’t dive in wholly and fully. 

We need to give God everything! Not a little bit of us and a little bit of facebook. Not a little bit of us and a little bit of Big Sean. Not a little bit of us and a little bit of a dirty mouth. Look I know I’m not perfect, but each day i acknowledge that and ask God to start me fresh so that I can do His work. I dont know when i will get a chance to post again. I dont know how often i will be posting, all i know now, is that it’s time for a revival and you’re either in or out. You’re either a follower of Christ and a leader for Him, or you’re a cheerleader/spectator who does nothing and will go nowhere in life. Please take this life seriously. Why is it that people have to die for us to realize how short life is? Why is it that someone has to leave our midst in order for us to realize that not only are they missing, but that God is too? 

Let’s live new lives. Let’s be holy. That’s all God wants from us. Sincere holiness. From that everything else comes.

Remember these passages:

Ecclesiastes 3:20 “All go to one place: all are from dust, and return to dust.”

Ecclesiastes 3:14 “I know that whatever God does, It shall be forever. Nothing can be added to it. And nothing can be taken from it. God does it, that men should fear before Him.

God bless you all and Godspeed. ❤ 🙂

Humbleness: Knowing You’re In The Wrong

Hey y’all! I just wanted to let you know what’s been on my heart. So recently I’ve had a bunch of ups and downs with someone that I hold dearly to my heart. I have always wanted to be close to her and be friends with her so that we could help build each other up. At times I would try to get close to her and I’d feel her distance, other times she may have tried to be nicer and get closer to me and I might have been bogus to her. With all of this back and forth that I was pushing on her, she really built up walls towards me. I kept on trying to break these walls down by talking and being friendly and showing her that I care. But unfortunately, she had already categorized me with the rest of the people around her and I was in a place I really didn’t want to be in.

I really care about her because I know that she’s hurting and struggling in certain ways and I feel bad that I’ve pushed her away. I know that she really wants genuine friends and people she can trust, but it’s hard for her to be able to do that when all the people she trusts end up hurting her.

I didn’t want to be one of those people that hurt her anymore. So I took a step back and asked God for wisdom and help. Sure enough I prayed and fasted for her and the Lord revealed to me something that I had no idea was so crucial. Forgiveness from her. God showed me that I need to humble myself and truly let her know that I’ve seen my wrongs and mistakes and that I really care about her friendship. That I really want her best interest and that I will not do anything to hurt her.

Now I await the opportunity to arise so that I may be able to pull her aside and let her know the truth (the thing we all dread telling the most) and just letting her know what God placed on my heart about being wrong and pushing her away. 

What does this have to do with you? Well, we all have relationships with people that are more or less than developed and we’d like them to be better. However, we cannot move forward in a relationship with someone unless all the barriers are down. And yes, it’s true that you cannot break down all the barriers and the person needs to meet you half way, but you have to take that first step.

Humbleness is something that we as Christians need to have. If you read Philippians 2:3-4 it says:

“Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking into your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others.”

With this passage in mind, we need to see and realize that what we want, is less important than what the other person wants; if we are true Christians and believers in Christ that is. Humility. We need to be humble and put aside what we want from that person or relationship, and realize what they need and how God can work in the relationship to bring that person up from the lower place they find themselves in.

We are all supposed to be uplifting and beneficial to each other. How can we be that if all we want is to make that person ours, if we want to just tend to our desires? We can’t. Let’s ask God to help us lay down our desires so that we can be the men and women God calls us to be in each and every aspect of our lives, especially our friendships and relationships with others!

Thanks for reading. Have blessed day!